Before our
well-being, there was your graciousness,
before our delight, there was your generosity,
before our joy,
there was your good will.
We are second
and you are first,
You are there
initially with your graciousness, your generosity,
your good will
–
and we receive
from your inscrutable goodness grace upon grace,
gift upon
gift, life upon life.
– because you
are there at the beginning,
at our
beginnings.
For a quick
glimpse, we move out beyond our competence,
our
productivity, our self-sufficiency
– in our new
freedom what we glimpse is you –
outpouring
yourself unreservedly in the midst of our hurt
and toward our
hopes.
You are there
in the splendor of your self-giving.
So we speak our
timid, trembling praise back to you,
timid because
we are no match for your goodness,
trembling
because our praise means turning our life to you,
and we do not
turn loose easily.
But we do turn
loose to you,
source and
goal of our very life.
Our gratitude
arises out of the dailiness of our well-being,
of meals
regularly before us, of folks regularly caring for us,
of homes
regularly warm and safe, of sleep regularly refreshing,
of new days
regularly given against the darkness,
of work
regularly filling our days with order and dignity.
And in our
taken-for-granted regularity,
we discern
your abiding and fidelity that holds our worlds
toward
well-being.
Our gratitude
wells up in the midst of such regularity --
new words
spoken, new children born,
new vistas
opened, new risks taken,
new words
uttered that heal,
We dare
confess that in these startling break points,
we glimpse
your powerful care
which runs
beyond our capacity to manage
and beyond our
exhausted capacity to cope..
You … after
all our best efforts,
it is you, you
who hold and you who break.
And we are
grateful. Amen.